Social Anxiety Disorder

Social anxiety disorder

Sometimes I find it very hard

To be in a crowd

I find it hard down the street

As I find it too damn loud

I am fine one on one

I find that that is okay

And I do enjoy the company

In my own environment

And like it when they stay

We go to the supermarket

For groceries we go a hunting

At seven in the morning

As I find it less confronting

I get in a panic

When a large group of people I must talk

And I will try and avoid it

And quickly away I will walk

Sometimes I am very self conscious

I don’t know why it is

But being around lots of people

Gets me in a tizz

I love being with my best friend

And going with him in the car

But if we go out for dinner

From people I will sit afar

It stems from my nature

As I am very shy

I will avoid situations

And watch the world pass me by

I know that it is selfish

to not engage

but when I get nervous

I don’t like being on the public stage

I know that it does appear

to be out of order

But this is how I manage

My social anxiety disorder